had a VERY VERY VERY bad experience today morning,
perhaps one of the worst ones in my life ever..
really hope it wont happen to me again.
for what i am about to type below, i am not exaggerating or whatsoever.
just want to share my experience with my friends
and give some advice on what to do IF it ever happens to my friends.

i remember woking up at around 4.50,
and thus i pressed by handphone to see the time,
and went back to sleep.
turned and faced the wall, and after 5mins or so,
i felt someone walking into my room.
expecting it to be my aunt or maid or whoever it is,
i ignored it and went back to sleep.
2secs later, i felt a very strong presence once again.
i was about to turn around to see what it is, when it happened to me.

i was paralyzed just when i moved my head a inch towards the door.
the ghost(which i am not afraid to say it is anymore),
surpressed by whole body and pin me against my bed.
my mouth was twitched towards my right side
and i can see from the side of my eye,
silverish cloud emerging from my body(which i supposed is my soul).

really wanted to shout and scream for help,
but my paralyzed body failed me, especially when i couldnt scream at all.
after 5 secs or so, my body and my mind was shutting down,
i was really really weak and desperate then,
and felt like my body is going to give me up anytime.
just when it is coming to the worst, i remembered saying in my heart,

"please leave me alone, i am only a 17years old boy."

and immediately after that, my body was free again,
and i immediately jumped off from my pillow.
i stared towards my door for around 10secs,
and finally gathered enough courage to walk to the bathroom to wash my face. went back to sleep shortly afterwards.

in the morining, my malay teacher said my face colour is very bad,
so i told him my experience.
he said in malay, it was some sort of wandering ghosts which i can sense his/her presence,
thus it attempted to suck my soul out of my body.
luckily, i was able to plead for its mercy and it let me go.

you may say its a cramp, a dream or whatever it is.
seriously, i may sound damn dramatic or exaggerating,
but this is serious, to all my friends, if it ever happen to you, remember to do what i did..
after this fucking experience i finally know,
why some people are so strong on their stand that ghosts exists in this world.