freak..
ok whatever im gonna say below is so true..

and im not kidding!

im not scared either, Lol.

but im just confused why all these are happening.

someone please 'enlighten' me?

im sure you guys remember the post where i got 'possessed'.

okay, seriously, im quite exposed to this kinda things since young.

i remember once when im living alone,

my computer black-ed out and all i can hear from my headset,

is screeching sound,

and suddenly, a white figure crawled into my dad's room.

that time i wasnt even scared im just freaked out..

so i went check it out and told myself it was a illusion.

so recently, im very exposed to all these?

i dont want to mention the past post again..

but ever since i got that experience,

delwin told me a few days later he got that experience too.

almost the same one as mine.

so i was telling him it was just out imagination,

or maybe it was because we're too tired.

however, he and me insisted it was too real to be a dream.

yesterday,

at 4am, i dreamt of qh being sucked away by some force (not delwin)..

delwin is in the dream too, he is near the force.

a very wierd dream lah, cant remember much.

suddenly i heard my fan coming out wierd noises,

like dog howling?

so i was quite affected, thus i went to toilet to wash my face..

when i came back to my room, i was reading my msges,

and saw delwin smsing me at 1.40am saying he kena that 'thing' again.

wtf i was like.. 'wtf'?

so nevermind, i went to sleep and during morning i asked delwin again.

he said initially he dreamt of me going near a red figure,

and then he kena paralyzed already..

WHAT THE FUCK!?

in my dream, qh is being sucked away,

while delwin is like the force pulling qh away.

in delwin's dream, im going near a red figure.

and on the same night, me and him have a coincidental dream.

and guess what?

delwin nose bleed in morning,

my teeth bleed in the morning.

is this some kind of.. dream prophecy?

freak. really freak.

nvm, i knw nothing will happen to us.

i keep forcing myself to believe its just our mind doing tricks on us..

seriously i need an answer.

so whoever can help me, just tell me whats going on.

byebyebyebyebye!

o levels approaching soon..

retaking 2 subjects this time round.

english and combined humanities!

if im able to get a c5 for my humans,

and even fail my eng.. i will be able to make it to poly.

been telling weili.. imagine go SP, can find him after sch,

bla bla bla..

this time round,

its gonna be a turning point,

im not gonna imagine anymore,

i will promise myself that this time round,

i can and i will enter poly!
;D

im gonna get a job,
make my life fufilling,
change for the better,
and hope for the best.

to my dear friends out there who are facing difficulties,
hang on, everything will be fine.
tomorrow will be a better day.
have a little faith, believe that a rainbow will always appear after rain(:


wont be posting frequently already.
tired.. want to get some serious rest.
and also.. i really need to practice self control.
till then!

changed a new skin.

thanks to candice for telling me how to edit the date ;D

nothing happened recently lah..

damn bored!!

watched euro 2008 germany against austria yesterday.

boring shit can..

1-0 match, whats more the goal is a free kick.

- -''

and 1 more thing before i go..

im HAPPY!

P/s: i miss you!

went swimming with delwin, qh and weili yesterday.
im telling you, its the most fucking funny day in my life ever.
really laughed until my stomach hurts like hell - -''
all thanks to delwin LOL.

so we were like in the pool, qh brought along a pair of goggles,
i asked him to throw it far away and let me weili and delwin go find it.
so he threw it like quite far away, and we swam towards the direction.
sadly we couldnt find the goggles - -'' wtf!
so qh is damn sian-ed cause the goggles belonged to his cousin,
so i already began laughing at our stupidity already..
after a LONG time, weili found it! claps~ lol
we're so damn glad that he found it, and at the very moment he found it,
the waves comes and theres super lot of people in the pool.
guess what delwin did,
he threw the goggles into the pool again. WTF!

straight after he threw, he gave the 'hero' look and dived into the waters to search for it.
to no avail.
LOL.
dumb fag, he came back to us begging us to help him look for it.
i was laughing like hell with qh already,
and after awhile, weili found it.
damn zai sia weili.

so i dared delwin to drop the goggles in between the 4 of us,
guess what he did,
he thew the goggles fucking high up in the air and it dropped into the pool a distance from us.
WTF!!
this time round i just couldnt take it anymore and was laughing my ass off.
weili just feel damn betrayed that he helped delwin found it twice and he threw it again into the pool.
damnnnnn funny lah.
but then, weili found it the 3rd time.
fucking zai lah weili.. haha

alright so after swimming we went eat and watch 'the happening'
quite a interesting show, recommend you guys to go catch it.
going off already, bye!

okay this motivated me alot.
tracy mcgrady aka tmac,
alltime favourite nba allstar.
look at this sick video,
greatest comeback in nba history!
impossible is nothing!

duncan can no longer dominate in the inside like he used to.
parker can no longer drop the ball into the hoop.
bowen can no longer guard star players.
ginoblii is growing white hair.
goodbye san antonio!

3 more days to holidays!!
went watch 'what happened in vegas' just now..
it was a average show,
or should i say above average? haha.

ok the show's got my favourite actor ashton kutcher and cameron diaz as the main actor and actress.
ashton was a failure in life.. as shown in the movie.
lazy, easily give up, never succeed in almost everything he does.
even his own father fired him from his company - -''
cameron on the other hand, was a failure in relationships,
dumped by his fiancee when she planned out a birthday surprise for him on that very day infront of everyone..

so both of them decided to go to las vegas for a holiday to relax and have fun.
they met after a gay incident.. and on the night they met they have sex.
during the morning when they woke up,
they realised they've done something very wrong and they thus quarreled with one another and sort of 'broke up' with the other party.
so cameron left this 25cents on the jackpot machine and stomped off in fury,
while ashton playfully slot the coin into the machine..
and..
ching ching ching!
jackpot 3million US dollars!!

so they both fought for the money,
each party saying the money was theirs because the coin rightfully belong to cameron,
but it was ashton who sloted in the coin and pull the handle.
they fought all the way to court and they judge thus froze the money for 6mths and sentenced them to a 'compulsory' marriage if they want the money after 6 months.
so they are forced to live under one roof,
and tried all sorts of methods to backstab the other party and get the full amount of 3million dollars after 6 mths,
other than the 1.5million if they split among them after 6mths.
however, they begin to fell in love with one another along the way.
but, towards the end of the 6mths, cameron misunderstood ashton and during the hearing,
which is the end of the 6mths, cameron gave up her 1.5million share,
and only wanted a divorce with ashton..
but after that, ashton became a matured man, hardworking and stuffs,
went to look for cameron and proposed to her once again,
and of course, which she agreed to.

although this seems too lovey dovey for the real world now,
funny how fate works huh?
a simple trip to las vegas for a break,
can turn out for a strong relationship like this.
but yeah, its just a show lah.
hahaha, shall go off already(: