this post is dedicated for my cousin.

congrats on being the top, in fact not top, is NO.1 NTU PhD graduate 2008!

its like.. OH MY FUCK.

i read the newspaper.. i saw all NUS graduates, and only 1 from NTU among the 10+,

and thats none other than my cousin!

yeah yeah.. congrats.

after like.. 17 years of study..

i should jiayou myself too - -''

okay, thats all, bye!

back from chris daughtry's performance at city hall.

it was amazing i have to say!

crowd going wild.. heavy blasting music..

its been long since ive experienced that.

anyway daughtry and his band are simply amazing!

the lead guitarist, drummer and everyone else is just great.

sound system and bla bla rocks too.

daughtry performed many of his songs,

and of course his hits including,

its not over,

over you,

feels like tonight,

used to,

and of course his no.1 hit single, home.

yeah well, thank xueyi for giving me the free ticket to go catch him live.

and also thank qh for accompanying to go. Lol.

okay yeah, thats all.

nights.

forcing myself to give it up.

blog blog.

did something extraordinary today.

i went ntuc and buy loads of junk food and drinks home.

been ages since i went there?

never mind.

the thought of school tomorrow makes me fucking sick.

recently keep pon school.

went to cck's newyork newyork to ask for job this afternoon.

oh for god sake, do i really look so old,

that for this week already like 3 people say i look like 20?

never mind..

oh man, they are only hiring full time workers..

and whats up with the cheeky look the nyny manager and stuffs give to me,

when i walked in and ask for a job.

Lol.

cy's bday in a week.

gonna make something 'special' for him.

sure laugh my ass off!

and before i go,

anyone want watch dark knight with me!

it looks so nice!

why is everyone feeling so shit?

why is everyone getting so fucked up?

sigh.. after reading weili's july15th post,

i decided to blog abit.

so here goes.

i dont know, but somehow i really feel,

life holds no meaning at all.

why the fuck are we living anyway,

we gain nothing from it.

nothing ever gets better,

and nothing will ever get better.

well, everything is just hell.

bullfuck.. fuck life!

im not emo or angry or sad.

im just stating facts! fuck life!

even the smallest things are in my way.

ytd morning when i was preparing to go school,

fucked up weather is so fucking hot im sweating like a dog.

and guess what, i spend 10mins looking for my fucking shoes.

fucking hell.. that makes me sweat even MORE.

and when i found it,

my maid go clean my shoe.

and when my shoe goes though cleaning, it becomes fucking hard to wear.

so i spend like another 5mins wearing them, making me sweat MORE.

i mean, simple things in life,

are also getting in my way.

WHAT THE FUCK.

and when im thinking why are these shits happening,

well, i guess it happens to everyone.

so.. bottomline of all these, is to just fuck it.

T___________T

and when weili thinks,

"yeah, my day aint any better",

i will say,

"me too buddy".

im feeling stressed or what..

firstly, my piano lessons.

my teacher getting real pissed by me already.

cause i keep missing lessons and not practising..

game lah, im a grade 6 student now i cant even play a grade 5 piece properly.

piece of shit..

and os are coming or what..

so called my final chance to go into poly..

die die must make it..

having bad days..

BAD DAYS!

argh.. damn it.

sorry everyone!